joi, 16 martie 2017
EN: These days were a mixture of thoughts. Some colorful, alive and full of hope, others dark and with a sense of endless void. I realized that once I made it to the edge between winter and spring, I simply lost my patience and it seems that the sun, which I know for sure it will warm us soon, will never show it's face again. It's hard after a long winter, now when the air smells like spring, to endure the cold or the rain and I wish I would go to woods and don't ever go inside again. Each year brings times like this, but the feeling is so much stronger this year. Yesterday it was warm and I spent the whole day outside: I prepared the garden, planted some ruccola, lettuce and parsnip, than read all day long, gravitating around the sun. The feeling of void dissapeared after 30 minutes of oxygen and sunshine and my mood got better with every sip of fresh air I took. We need so much to spend time outdoors, in the wind, sun and rain and when I forget this, at the end of a day spent in the house I feel tired, consumed and lacking perspective. I just want to sleep. I believe that fresh air and oxygen are the best "medicines" and they charge our batteries, clear our thoughts and make us alive!